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Blog:The Secret Aspie- Transformation

Blog:The Secret Aspie- Transformation

I’ve decided to play with the sub who lives on the outskirts of the city, my beast hungers and her eyes glint when she thinks about tormenting him. I made it clear that he would never be more than a play partner and he happily agreed.

This boi knows all the right things to say and has made me realise that others find me desirable as a domme and a woman not just

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Blog:The Other Side- Not a programme to do your ironing to! #Radio4

Blog:The Other Side- Not a programme to do your ironing to! #Radio4

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It’s not a programme to do your ironing to, my producer, Anna Scott-Brown, warned me minutes before the transmission of, The Art of Now: Return to Catalonia (an Overtone Productions programme for BBC Radio 4), which you can listen to on iPlayer on the link above.

I’d spent the previous three days feeling like I was trapped in an elevator shaft with the lift about to drop on my head from the tension

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- Orgasm ratio = 0

Blog:The Secret Aspie- Orgasm ratio = 0

I keep forgetting not to mix alcohol and sex because in the past my sexual experiences with just plain old intercourse have been to be honest few and far between. And I hate to say it but even one glass and my pussy turns into sleeping beauty.

Last night everything was flowing smoothly, the bull had messaged earlier to say he was sill coming, I’d shaved, plucked, exfoliated, put on the sexy dress, make-up,

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Blog:The Greatest Adventure- Revenge is a Sneeze Muffin

Blog:The Greatest Adventure- Revenge is a Sneeze Muffin

Tuesday last week Tom made chocolate muffins at school. In my usual grand style of leaving everything until the last minute and not paying attention to details I managed to not notice that we didn’t have self-raising flour until the morning he was due to make the muffins. School had given us two weeks’ notice and sent a text the day before to remind us but I still managed to not be prepared because,

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- “I am a leaf in the wind, watch me soar”

Blog:The Secret Aspie- “I am a leaf in the wind, watch me soar”

There is such a feeling inside me today that we are more than you see. Of that indescribable feeling where you know that anything is possible. There is such a beauty to being alive and while we go through our daily lives we get bogged down in the everydayness of it all. I am thankful for the life I’ve had, I am appreciative of the people who have come and gone in my

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- Someone to love you

Blog:The Secret Aspie- Someone to love you

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Incompatible, it don’t matter though‘Cause someone’s bound to hear my crySpeak out if you doYou’re not easy to findIs it possible Mr. LoveableIs already in my life?Right in front of meOr maybe you’re in disguiseWho doesn’t long for someone to holdWho knows how to love you without being toldSomebody tell me why I’m on my ownIf there’s a soulmate for everyoneHere we are again, circles never endHow do I find the perfect

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- Pills

Blog:The Secret Aspie- Pills

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I hope my smileCan distract youI hope my fistsCan fight for twoSo it never has to showAnd you’ll never know

I hope my loveCan blind youI hope my armsCan bind youSo you’ll never have to seeWhat we’ve grown to be

One may thinkWe’re alrightBut we need pillsTo sleep at nightWe need liesTo make it through the dayWe’re not ok

One may thinkWe’re alrightBut we need pillsTo sleep at nightWe need liesTo make

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- The Power of Love

Blog:The Secret Aspie- The Power of Love

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Dreams are like angelsThey keep bad at bayLove is the lightScaring darkness awayI’m so in love with youMake love your goalThe power of loveA force from aboveCleaning my soulFlame on burn desireLove with tongues of firePurge the soulMake love your goalI’ll protect you from the hooded clawKeep the vampires from your doorWhen the chips are down I’ll be aroundWith my undying death-defying love for youEnvy will hurt itselfLet yourself be beautifulSparkling light,

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- “Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you react to it”

Blog:The Secret Aspie- “Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you react to it”

The weather matches my mood, rain thunders down clearing the gutters and driveways of leaves. There is a sadness inside me when I think of R. The comments that were left on my last post shows me an outsiders view of my relationship with R and while I welcome other people’s perspectives I have always been strong enough to walk my own path even when everyone around me thinks I am wrong.

My

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- Maybe Someday

Blog:The Secret Aspie- Maybe Someday

Hope is a horrible thing, it makes you stay when you should have walked away, it makes you think that anything is possible and because you hope you put everything on the line again and again.

I am desperately trying to hold back my disappointment because I have not heard from R yet, and I hate that I am disappointed, that he has this effect on me. I know if he had flown

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- My Ideal Relationship

Blog:The Secret Aspie- My Ideal Relationship

dave94015 asked me a question about my previous post Dazzle Me and it got me thinking. Do I actually need R to love me in the normal sense of the word? 6 months ago I would have said yes. 4 months ago yes, 2 yes. One month ago probably a yes.

But after being with R for 8 months now I know myself so much better and I am happier with who I

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- TMI Tuesday: Random Life

Blog:The Secret Aspie- TMI Tuesday: Random Life

1. Who was the first person you ever had a crush on? Why did you like them?

It was a distant cousin, I was 6 and he was about the same age, I thought he was just amazing. Why? No idea, lol, maybe it was his tanned skin and blond hair, haha.

2. What is the most important material possession you have and why?

Probably my car???  Because it gives me so much independence. If

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- No Brainer

Blog:The Secret Aspie- No Brainer

My last post led me to thinking about who I am and it’s really a no brainer, my dominant side IS who I am so thinking that R does not love me for who I am is a misnomer. What I doubt at times is that he wants the other sides I show as well (Coffee is now kicking in, lol).

But he is an emotionally intelligent person so realistically I think I

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- Dazzle Me

Blog:The Secret Aspie- Dazzle Me

I struggled last night with sleep, another night of lots of thinking and dreams about chocolate milkshakes and my mother for some reason, I tend to dream a lot about my children mostly when they were young. And last night was another very warm night, I have taken to opening my door and the front door of the building early in the morning as the fresh cool air comes in for a few hours,

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Blog:The Other Side- Confronting my fear

Blog:The Other Side- Confronting my fear

This blog post was first published on the Overtone Productions website on March 2nd.

My journey to Catalonia with Overtone Productions for Radio 4’s The Art of Now has honestly been the trip of a lifetime. I set out with some trepidation (for the first time) to trace (in reverse) my father’s exile journey from Barcelona to England at the fall of Spain to the Franco dictatorship in 1939.

But I’m coming home with a

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Blog:Paginated Thoughts- Stephen Hawking also used AAC: notes on the disability discussion

Blog:Paginated Thoughts- Stephen Hawking also used AAC: notes on the disability discussion

Acknowledge Hawking’s AAC use – and also know and remember that everyone deserves access to communication supports.

Stephen Hawking, the disabled theoretical physicist and cosmologist with ALS, recently died at the age of 76. I love the stars and space: enough to embrace what is cold and distant to our eyes, the fiery fusion of star atoms we may never get close to. Sadly, this love has not allowed me understand theoretical physics, even in

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- Sizzlin' Saturdays – Let's talk about Sex baby!! Thanks to Naughty Nora! Week 1

Blog:The Secret Aspie- Sizzlin' Saturdays – Let's talk about Sex baby!! Thanks to Naughty Nora! Week 1

Catch Up Week 1

What memory do you have, the one you re-visit and find yourself grinning to, of your earliest sensual experience? What is the most common fantasy that plays out in your mind which brings you to orgasm? What is one act, that unsolicited, you’d like your lover to do to you during sex?

1. To be honest I really do not have one. The first time I had sex at

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- Sizzlin' Saturdays – Let's talk about Sex baby!! Thanks to Naughty Nora!

Blog:The Secret Aspie- Sizzlin' Saturdays – Let's talk about Sex baby!! Thanks to Naughty Nora!

Thanks to Naughty Nora for the Sizzlin Saturdays and Sayyidsgirl “double daring” me, lol. I am posting my answers to Sizzlin Saturdays but it will be so boring compared to everyone else but here goes:

Sizzlin’ Saturdays Weekly Writing Prompt- Week 2

What is a sure-fire way for your partner to get you in “the mood”. Where is the most unusual or kinkiest place you have ever fooled around/had sex? Describe the most embarrassing moment

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