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Blog:The Secret Aspie- A dominants prayer

Blog:The Secret Aspie- A dominants prayer

Love me when I’m shining like a star in the night sky and adore me when I’m at my darkest, when my beast breathes and hungers for your sweat, blood and tears.

When she craves to destroy you and drink you down like the finest of champagnes.

And after I will cherish and love you more than the the earth loves the sun.

I will hold you closer than I hold my heart

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- The Little Caboose

Blog:The Secret Aspie- The Little Caboose

I have days where I feel anything is possible, where the road I walk is so clear in the starlight that I have no need of a light. I could walk it in complete darkness and I would know the steps to take. Where I can see so clearly, where the fear has gone and I feel like that little caboose climbing up the mountain ‘I think I can, I think I can,

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- Home

Blog:The Secret Aspie- Home

Home has never been a place for me, a house, or a town, home is the one I give my heart to.You are the one I will always see in my mirror, my first thought of the day and my last at night.You are the one that I look forward to seeing at the end of a day, the one I will travel forever to be with.The one I will move heaven and

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- Choices

Blog:The Secret Aspie- Choices

I have always struggled with who I want to be. My insiders had no such trouble, they lived, even though they didn’t live a life of their choosing, they never hesitated in knowing who they were, or living fully in the moments they had, the only thing that ever held them back was me.

I am scared to live, to experience, to say yes, I have hidden for so long I struggle like

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Blog:The Unabashed Autist- “Well, it frees me up. No encumbrances.”

Blog:The Unabashed Autist- “Well, it frees me up. No encumbrances.”

Welp.  I didn’t set off to explore America, today.  It’s probably a good thing I doubled over in agonizing pain before I hit the road, though.  It may be another kidney stone, or it may be the same one.  They sometimes to go back into my kidney rather than passing.  I didn’t think I heard it pass, but the pain was gone, so I stopped thinking about it.

It’s been a miserable day,

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Blog:Neuro Wonderful- The following is a transcript of a speech written and presented by me, on March 1, 2018, at the…

Blog:Neuro Wonderful- The following is a transcript of a speech written and presented by me, on March 1, 2018, at the…

The following is a transcript of a speech written and presented by me, on March 1, 2018, at the Disability Day Of Mourning vigil that was hosted by Canadian Autistics United in New Westminster, BC. TW for filicide, murder, violent ableism.

So, as Sam introduced, my name is Amythest. It’s my honour to be here today.

I am autistic, and I am chronically ill, and I am disabled. And every year I find it more

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Blog:Neuro Wonderful- h0shikohime:
One of the really, really frustrating things about being autistic is that you feel like…

Blog:Neuro Wonderful- h0shikohime: One of the really, really frustrating things about being autistic is that you feel like…

h0shikohime:

One of the really, really frustrating things about being autistic is that you feel like you spend your life trying to reach some sort of unattainable middle-ground:

– We’re criticised for not making enough conversation, but when we do actually really get in to a conversation we are told we’re ‘too intense’.

– We’re often trained to maintain unbroken eye-contact during conversations, yet in reality too much eye-contact is called ‘staring’ and makes people very,

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Blog:Spectrum Women- Tempus Fugit! The Aspergers Girl Becomes the Spectrum Woman by Kimberly Gerry-Tucker

Blog:Spectrum Women- Tempus Fugit! The Aspergers Girl Becomes the Spectrum Woman by Kimberly Gerry-Tucker

Painting by Kimberly Gerry Tucker, superhero interpretation of ‘The Last Supper’.

Is life not an elaborate Goldberg Machine; like the old game MouseTrap? A complex state of affairs in which a series of actions are linked together to produce a domino effect in which activating one device triggers the next device in the sequence? Tempus Fugit! (Time is wasting).

Making and keeping friends growing up was like the Goldberg Machine. I knew that just one accepted invitation, (like the Goldberg)

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Blog:Spectrum Women- Tempis Fugit! The Aspergers Girl Becomes the Spectrum Woman by Kimberly Gerry-Tucker

Blog:Spectrum Women- Tempis Fugit! The Aspergers Girl Becomes the Spectrum Woman by Kimberly Gerry-Tucker

Painting by Kimberly Gerry Tucker, superhero interpretation of ‘The Last Supper’.

Is life not an elaborate Goldberg Machine; like the old game MouseTrap? A complex state of affairs in which a series of actions are linked together to produce a domino effect in which activating one device triggers the next device in the sequence? Tempis Fugit! (Time is wasting).

Making and keeping friends growing up was like the Goldberg Machine. I knew that just one accepted invitation, (like the Goldberg)

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- Kitchen Woes

Blog:The Secret Aspie- Kitchen Woes

My body has decided to tell me in no uncertain terms ‘I hate you’, my back has decided to pack it in which does not surprise me, I do forget that with the meds I am on that I have back problems, plus with all the moving and lifting, climbing stairs, when before I never had to on the Sunshine Coast, up and down carrying boxes my thighs muscles have decided to turn into

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Blog:The Silent Wave- Sharing: And now I draw in colour.

Blog:The Silent Wave- Sharing: And now I draw in colour.

Oh my goodness, the artwork!  It’s incredible.  This is a post by one of the first few bloggers I met when I had first discovered my spot on the Asperger’s/autism spectrum, and both her writing and her art are phenomenal!  Please, do check out her blog 💙💜💙

The Misadventures of Mama Pineapple

I’m a little sporadic with my blog posts at the moment. Things have been busy.

We’re approaching Christmas, it’s the end of

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- First Morning in the City

Blog:The Secret Aspie- First Morning in the City

It’s 4 am and after a very warm sweaty night I’ve given up trying to sleep. Without the fan, it would have been impossible, would be cooler sleeping out on the street. It is still overly warm. Another hot one today. Yuck.

I had a lovely surprise phone call last night from Ruben. They said how much they were going to miss me and loved me. I never expect it from anyone so it

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Blog:The Unabashed Autist- “You know, he came by here at 3 o'clock in the morning to pick up the tape. I was scared out of my mind!”

Blog:The Unabashed Autist- “You know, he came by here at 3 o'clock in the morning to pick up the tape. I was scared out of my mind!”

I guess I’m done messing with the design of this blog for a while.  Unfortunately, I seem to have broken several things in the process, much to my frustration.  I should have known better than to touch it with a hijacked brain.  As I recover, I recognize more things that are missing.  I’m a bit surprised I noticed, considering.  I’ll have a go at fixing shit when I’m back on my feet.  Hopefully,

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- Sleepless

Blog:The Secret Aspie- Sleepless

It’s 4:30 am and I cannot sleep. Two hours and counting. One of the reasons I do not go to sleep earlier than 11 pm is that I tend to only need 5 hours sleep especially if there are things happening.

Being obsessive I go over things again and again in my mind. I will look at situations or people I know from different angles as if they are a Rubik’s cube. At times

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- The Early Hours

Blog:The Secret Aspie- The Early Hours

Most nights I don’t have a problem going to sleep, it’s waking up in the early hours that stops me from sleeping. The more things that are happening the less restful my nights are, throw in thoughts about R and worry about upcoming bills and sleep is a distant dream.

What seems to be tangled in my thoughts atm is the comment he made that I don’t love him. For some reason that really

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Blog:The Secret Aspie- Follows

Blog:The Secret Aspie- Follows

I do not follow many bloggers, at least I do not think so. Tonight I halved that number again. My main interest now just seems to be BDSM, lol. I also unfollow people who have not posted for a month. Any longer than that and I really do not see the point.

I try and blog at least every second day or third. It really depends what is happening in my life and whether

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Blog:Losing It Slowly- Illness

Blog:Losing It Slowly- Illness

I am sick. Like a cold, not imagined. Initially I was really bad off and I didnt have the energy to gave anxiety. Then ai got a little better.

Will I get that apartment I applied to? Does my chest hurt from reflux due to OJ and KFC or am I having a heart attack. My arm hurts too, oh wait i have been holding a phone playing for 3 hours.

Everything is 1000 times

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